These are excerpts from a goodbye letter that will never be sent to whom it was addressed to...
"As all of it were my decisions, I have learned from this endless cycle of grief and anger that letting you go and letting all of these feelings go should also be my decision."
"Before I let you go, let me tell you some things."
"When I first met you, I've had no impressions on you. I really didn't notice you though I've had this chance of talking to you. The first word I ever told you was "sorry". Do you remember? It was even before I knew your name and before you knew mine."
"And you were the quiet and reserved one. You kept to yourself. How did I know?"
"I wasn't awkward because I liked you, I just had this habit of being awkward around you!"
"All my hatred on you suddenly were lifted. It was a from zero to hero drama. You were suddenly interesting."
"I'm suddenly losing myself. I don't know, I'm not sure if I can continue with this letter...."
"I was afraid of being around you because I might not have anything to talk with you about. But I was surprised that the time I had with you wasn't enough for me to talk with you about things. It was so easy talking to you. I don't even recall trying to make an effort. Stories, thoughts and ideas just flowed from me. Please. Don't think that any of these mean anything romantically. No. Well, not yet."
"I suddenly felt like I could talk to you about anything. And talking to you makes me smile. Maybe because you were also always smiling. But I realized that there's something weird about your smile."
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Friday, 19 December 2014
Thursday, 24 April 2014
To my friends
Hello and farewell
May play this as you read this:
It's been a long four-year journey with you. And I hope that saying goodbye won't totally mean goodbye.
I'm very happy that I met you. I'm very glad that you've all been a part of this little crazy college life o'mine. I've no regrets on the decisions I made (eg shifting courses, etc). If I were to go back to the time when I confirmed my enrollment in UPDEPP until today, I'd rather have nothing changed. I'd still go to the same course. I'd still read that plain dormitory advertisement (that's been vandalized with negative comments) posted on the wall, so the landlady would see me inquiring and ask me to join into that brood of growing up ladies. I'd still choose the same bed. I'd still choose the same seat I sat on during the first day. I think I'd still opt to fail the subjects I failed. I would never wish for anything to change.
I'm thankful for the journey. I enjoyed the detours, I enjoyed the roads, I enjoyed the laughter and the songs we sang. I'm grateful for the tears I shed with/because of/for you--they taught me so much. College life has been extra wonderful and exciting because of you. You were all once mysteries to me (and sometimes you still are). Ngayon, I can say that I know most of you already. I can say that I was able to share your lives. And it's truly amazing how this bond with you all happened.
I must say that I enjoyed growing up with you. Mukhang maikli ang four years para sa pagbabago at pagtanda, but from what we all have experienced, four years has been long enough for us to grow up and discover lotsa things about ourselves, to prep us all up for the "real thing" after our childhood wanderings (syempre, in my case, I have yet another year to get over with). I can proudly say that I grew up with you all, and you are all beautiful pieces of this short life of mine.
I congratulate you all! I won't beg you to remember all this and to stay the same, du'n pa lang sa time na magkakasama tayo we have proven na that nothing remains the same, actually what I pray for is that you continually learn life and from life. Don't let yourself be stationary. Walk until you arrived beyond what you have dreamt of. There are so many things worth laughing and smiling for in this life, so remember to always find joy and beauty in everything. Always expand your horizons. If you may look back, remember things as if they're treasures, however heartbreaking they may have been unto you.
It's been a long journey, and I betcha it's gonna be a longer one after this, so, live it to the fullest, and may you experience the most out of it, and I pray that through it all, may God always be with you.
May play this as you read this:
It's been a long four-year journey with you. And I hope that saying goodbye won't totally mean goodbye.
I'm very happy that I met you. I'm very glad that you've all been a part of this little crazy college life o'mine. I've no regrets on the decisions I made (eg shifting courses, etc). If I were to go back to the time when I confirmed my enrollment in UPDEPP until today, I'd rather have nothing changed. I'd still go to the same course. I'd still read that plain dormitory advertisement (that's been vandalized with negative comments) posted on the wall, so the landlady would see me inquiring and ask me to join into that brood of growing up ladies. I'd still choose the same bed. I'd still choose the same seat I sat on during the first day. I think I'd still opt to fail the subjects I failed. I would never wish for anything to change.
I'm thankful for the journey. I enjoyed the detours, I enjoyed the roads, I enjoyed the laughter and the songs we sang. I'm grateful for the tears I shed with/because of/for you--they taught me so much. College life has been extra wonderful and exciting because of you. You were all once mysteries to me (and sometimes you still are). Ngayon, I can say that I know most of you already. I can say that I was able to share your lives. And it's truly amazing how this bond with you all happened.
I must say that I enjoyed growing up with you. Mukhang maikli ang four years para sa pagbabago at pagtanda, but from what we all have experienced, four years has been long enough for us to grow up and discover lotsa things about ourselves, to prep us all up for the "real thing" after our childhood wanderings (syempre, in my case, I have yet another year to get over with). I can proudly say that I grew up with you all, and you are all beautiful pieces of this short life of mine.
I congratulate you all! I won't beg you to remember all this and to stay the same, du'n pa lang sa time na magkakasama tayo we have proven na that nothing remains the same, actually what I pray for is that you continually learn life and from life. Don't let yourself be stationary. Walk until you arrived beyond what you have dreamt of. There are so many things worth laughing and smiling for in this life, so remember to always find joy and beauty in everything. Always expand your horizons. If you may look back, remember things as if they're treasures, however heartbreaking they may have been unto you.
It's been a long journey, and I betcha it's gonna be a longer one after this, so, live it to the fullest, and may you experience the most out of it, and I pray that through it all, may God always be with you.
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