Good thing I had the opportunity to start out a new blog. Well, I've had all my past blogs (at least those which passwords I can still recall) deleted, and started anew. I dunno what I really wanna see happen with all these 'start anew' but I hope to blog more regularly (as my "busy" sched hardly permits me to) is [among] the meaning/s of this new blog.
So, let us see...
A while ago, well, it wasn't really a good time for me, you know (whoever you is). Something (let's call it the situation) happened, well, something's been said and shown, and I was a bit disappointed. Disappointed with people, probably, but most of all with myself (with all honesty). I feel like I lack what I should have. I feel like I am incapable at most times, that I can do something but I can hardly be best of it. This situation really made me feel bad and I could hardly stop my tears from coming even in front of my friends.
I know I couldn't live and leave with these feelings in my chest bursting inward, and so, I have to face these.
Life isn't really a matter of what we can do but what we do with these things we can do. I have learned in the bus journey that I've just been (coupla hours ago), that the journey is swift, but along the road you will encounter and meet a lot of things, and you can only get to the goal if you defy your weaknesses and let live your faith in yourself and in God, not allowing the burdens & the pressures of the society pull you down, instead making them your catapults to your pedestal.
I realized, blogging is one of my many ways to keep myself learning and improving. I will be able to freely express myself, and probably (I mean PROBABLY), I might be a help to others [cough]. He he he.
Such a long first blog! Well, happy first blog to me! God bless you! :)
-S
