You feel excited, exhilarated, something awesome is gonna happen! Everything is still categorized under "Uncertainty" but you believed in yourself it's gonna happen!
You start thinking what you could do when it happens. I mean, you just can't wait. You feel it in your veins. It's there, causing your blood to boil... it's gonna happen, this is gonna be it.
You just can't contain your joy, you know in your heart it should happen...
Seconds, minutes, hours ticked by...
You're waiting... expectantly. With gleeful anticipation. With your heart racing like it's going to fall out of beat.
Another set of seconds, minutes and hours ticked by...
You're still waiting... expectantly. With confused anticipation. With your heart racing faster than before.
Another set of seconds, minutes and hours ticked by...
You're waiting. Without any anticipation anymore. Your heart racing like it's never done before.
The last set of seconds, minutes and hours ticked by...
You're still there. Staring out into the empty space. All your hopes dried out.
It didn't happen.
You waited...
...for nothing.
You realize you've been wrong... you just got ahead of yourself and matters.
Your expectations are way too different from reality. Such are your shattered hopes.
You shoved it off and say, "That's life!". You said it until you believe you believed it.
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